Spring Cleaning

Yes, I'm doing spring cleaning. Surprised?! Haha. Don't be, it's all with the dear help of my mother. Haha. I'm only cleaning up my personal drawers and tabletop. The rest of the places are done by my mother. Opps. Am just like a supervisor looking over telling her what I still want and what I don't.

Browse through my Diploma books, so many doodles of his name and mine. Drawings of happy couple. Now, it must forever be dust. Just a part of our memory. Sigh. Saw those stuff toys he bought for me, 1 baby sylvester, 2 identical small piglets, 1 enormous piglet which he also has it, cookie monster (the first ever present I got from him). Yah, that's about all the things but meant alot to me. Flipped through those past movie tickets, the ones we watched together. All these things brought back so much memories to me. If only I can spring clean my mind and heart. Sighs. It's going to be New Year soon, but why, why am I in such a moodless state?

To Algy,
I miss you. "I want to share all my love with you, no one else will do." "Even though I try, I can't let go. I can never say goodbye." Yup, that's it. I love you even though you don't as yet. I will continue to wait for you, caring for you.

-xiaoyun