Seriously, working life is quite tough (office job), there's so much things to follow, everything is so standardized, there's not even a need to practice flexibility. 9am on the dot have to be in office, 12.30pm on the dot all vacate for lunch and latest by 5.45pm all run away from office. HAHA. Practically, everything is very very systematic, to a point that I got afraid of it.
Today is the second day of work. Yesterday was just orientation. Am still not that sure of my colleagues name. Hehe. Today, orientation in the morning, then got something to do as trial. Felt quite shitty because I'm supposed to knock off at 5.30pm and the blardy work came to me at only 5.20pm!! Ya, it's totally like.. "What the hell lah?!" But I cannot complain much. Haha. So OverTimed till 6.30pm, instead of taking the long journey with bus service 963 (2 hours duration!), I took the MRT home (1.5 hours duration. shortened by 0.5 hours!). Anyway, overall, kinda like the workplace (with reference to the close colleagues, especially PeiShan!).
Hai, seriously I miss him alot. Life has been so boring without him. Am also unsure of the current status of us. Sigh. Not together but still got contact, and contacting each other in a way we used to contact when we're together. I really wish for a patch. But somehow I think it's impossible. He doesn't love me anymore, doesn't care about me anymore, I suppose. Maybe it's really all my fault. To spoil him, is entirely my fault. It's also definitely my fault that I'm not chio and not having the figure he wants. Double sighs!! Why can't I be like those girls that he like (in terms of figure and looks) ???!!
I'm so pissed at myself. My new year resolution is to slim down, beautify myself totally, hoping that he will come back to me one day.
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Algy,
I really love you lots. Can't do without you in my life. I know having me in your life or not doesn't really matter to you anymore now. I just hope, that one day, my presence will be felt and cherished by you.
Love,
xiaoyun.
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