Sighs.. I don't know what am I doing. Destructed. Very confused. Lost in a maze. Just can't seem to get the feelings and priorities right. Drifted too far apart. Why must it be a rainy and stormy day each time after a sunny one?

Just want to cry it out loud. I just wanted him to care more. I don't know what am I now. Hopelessly in love or clinging onto something that wasn't meant to be mine from the start?

To you,
Can you tell me what am I to you now? What's going on between us? I really don't want to feel this depressed but I can't control my emotions. It hurts alot to know that you're online and not wanting to reply a simple message to me. Darling, is that just a salutation or is it from the bottom of your heart? Bring me out of this maze please. Show me the light to your heart. Sigh, please, save me.

-xiaoyun